Embarrassed...

I shouldn’t drink...  Not ever. Again.

Talking too much... eh...

Apart from having the best sex ever ... all the rest was @#$%%^%$#@$%^&**&^...

I guess I need to live with it now :/

Guess what I'm thinking about...

If you are trying to banish a sexual fantasy from your head, telling yourself “I’m not going to fantasize about her” or “I won’t think about what it would be like to be intimate with him” might make it worse: In a famous psychological study from the 1980s, a group of subjects were told to think about anything but whatever they did, they were not supposed to think about a white bear. Guess what they all thought about?

Different day today ...

I'm so full of joy... At last I'm free! My sadness and my pain... all have fled. I'm as happy as a kid in a candy store.
I accept forgiveness from myself. As I forgive myself, I leave behind all feelings of not being good enough.. 

Every day you stay in an unfulfilling relationship, is one more day you are not open to another.

Our inner world is reflected in our outer existence.  And now....I laugh at myself with childish joy. 

This morning I sprang out of bed with joy and excitement. I smile amicably at the thought of everyone who is on my mind. I AM lovable, tender and passionate... I am noticed as soon as I walk into the room. 
I release my past and live with calm and serenity. I AM free.

I am  happy, loving, wealthy, successful, confident, physically and emotionally well. I am proud of myself.

I love myself just the way I am.

My entire world has fallen apart.

I just want the pain to stop. Just for one day. Please God, take it away.

Happiness

Happiness for me is.....

Falling in love.
A hot shower.
Taking a drive on a pretty road.
Lying in bed listening to the rain outside.
Chocolate...
A bubble bath...
Eye contact with a hot member of the opposite sex.
Having someone tell you that you're beautiful
Having someone play with your hair.
Holding hands with someone you care about.
Watching the expression on someone's face as they open a much-desired present from you.
Watching the sunrise.
Getting out of bed every morning and being grateful for another beautiful day.
Knowing that somebody misses you.
Getting a hug from someone you care about deeply.

Perhaps the truth depends on a walk around the lake...

I never thought

“I never thought I’d hear myself saying this, but thank you. Because if you hadn’t of come along, I never would have learned that my worst day could also have been my best. Because when a heart breaks, it also opens; and once a heart opens any number of things can happen, and some of them can be wonderful.”

There's nothing else I can say...

I'm happy

I'm focussing on me and getting to know myself better.  I'm happy right where I am.

Maybe I have failed more often than I have succeeded but I can pick myself up, hold my head high and move forward.

Because I’m telling you that from this great fall, I’ve come a long way and I love my life now more than ever thought possible.

 So smile, laugh, forgive, believe, and love, all over again.